~SamuelTheGuitarist

IM BAAACKCKK



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You see, ive done nothing exciting or relevant in the past few months. as all of my reliable connections have dried up, i havent had access to any of my usual self-administered semi-recreational medicine. I did however explore, in this desperate time, the beauty of DXM, also called 'oor mans PCP' (for a good reason). Wiki it. It is a Psychedelic Dissociative, which in laymans terms means that it, in high doses, dissociates (disconnects) all your senses from each other, your nerves from your brain, your brain from your consciousness, you conscious mind from your subconscious mind, thought from thought, idea from idea, etc. so you are, after a huge dose, in a perfect state of self-observation and assessment, reaching, in the 4th plateau, a phenomena called an Out of Body Experience (OBE). this is where you are able to view yourself from a 'third person camera' kinda thing. i cant describe how it is, because it is so unreal that language lacks appropriate descriptors

at one time, when i scored a tiny (half gram) of meth, i combined the two, and it was not good. speed and dissociatives dont mix well.

Oh yes, big day in was absolute crap, as expected, so i took 700mg of Propranolol and 100mg of Ephedrine (natural precursor to speed). i felt kinda tripped out in the least psychedelic way possible (oxymoron, yes) and then finally my nose started uncontrollably bleeding. i guess this is because propranolol widens the arteries and lowers blood pressure. a normal dose for this is 40mg, so when you take 700mg your circulatory system wont love you, and blood vessels are probably stretched to the limit and ready to burst at the tiniest thing.

my birthday is coming up, and i wish to celebrate by taking mushrooms. i have no supply, and in the unlikely case that any of the 2 people reading this can hook me up, i will love you.

Danke Schon